Wednesday, August 26, 2015

CUTE RED

And red it is. And bright it is.

CARDS

School already kicked in and I knew I was going to share my room this time with someone. I hope it won't be a weird one this time around I gushed out loudly as i dragged my luggage down the hall way, my beautiful pink tank top and my mini black leather skirt caressed my beautiful blonde skin. Oh I loved the way everyone stopped to stare or wave at me, I felt my beauty intoxicated them and my hair flung in various directions invoking more attention. I just knew this time i would be the only awesome one around as usual. Italian horses are not my favorite but they sure know how to sweep me off my feet, every inch of the way, I felt like royalty as I smiled coyly to my room.
    The elevator opened and there stood the most astonishing young man I  have ever seen, his brown eyes bore right into my skin narrowing my mind to everlasting happiness with this gorgeousness, his cologne brought me back to reality as I swallowed hard. "Are you"? He asked making hand gestures. "Sure" I said pulling my luggage in.
 I tried to open the room and lo and behold he is my room mate,  how could this be? I will have to be a perfect lady because this must be prince charming himself. Damn it! I whimpered
           "Welcome to our room" I said smiling, he smiled back in acknowledgement I guess. We had a little chitchat as we unpacked, he removed his shirt and pants and all that was left to my imagination was alarming. His black polo and black under pant held on so tight to his already big masculine torso body left me speechless.
        "So, Uhmm, you visit the gym regularly? I was able to mutter out
      "I didn't get that" He said facing me making me even more uncomfortable.
      "Forget it, do your parents live here" I said folding my top
     "Yes and yes i go to the gym when i am less busy". We both laughed and soon we got cozy with each other, talking about the wildest things we have ever done. "Pass me the spoon, we are making this food together" He said as his shoulder brushed my skin, we stopped and stared into each other's face, he dropped the spoon as I dropped the plate, it was heated, my heart was pounding heavily and i was choking as his broad bare chest was against my adorned breast.
         "Should we"?
         "Shhh no talking" I said as I pressed my lips against his soft lips, he was a french in this, I couldn't catch my breathe and i didn't want it to end.
 There was a continuous loud bang on the door and i pulled myself out of the triangle I was about to get my self entangled in, opened the door to see this Asian beauty.
"I'm Romania and I am here to see my fiance, oh! I see you two have met
    "I see where all this is going" I said smacking my lips


TO BE CONTINUED.....









  

Monday, August 24, 2015

THINK AGAIN

And the day was filled with so much brightness that went into my soul, children playing and birds chirping happily. I felt the joy in the atmosphere. I said to myself, today is my day as i entered into my Aston Martin and drove to work.
    Good morning ma'am. Marilyn said as i walked past her to my office. I waved and shut my door.
My phone rang immediately and i was not ready to speak to anyone because i needed to have my quiet time before i start off with the days' work.
Hello honey. I quickly picked up the phone as i heard my husband's voice.
Why haven't you been picking your calls, David's teacher just called me that he has been sick and he is admitted in Romeo ville hospital. Before he would say anymore, i grabbed my coat and rushed out filling Marilyn in and telling her what to do when the chairman arrives.
  I was there in no time as i rushed into the emergency to see my little boy lying lifeless on the bed. I screamed out my lungs because tears couldn't express my pain. I shook my boy hysterically so that he would wake up and see his mama again. I wept bitterly until the doctor summoned the guards to bring me to his office.
  Ma'am we just called your husband and he is on his way, you need to be calm. Even the doctor couldn't pacify me. I wailed so loudly thinking my boy will hear me as my husband quickly rushed to me holding me and calming me down, i saw his tears as they ran down his cheeks. Honey, did you know David was ill, I asked my husband pulling away from him searching for answers in his eyes. No, honey, they just called me this morning. He said stuttering.
 Doctor what happened to him this time, Williams gained enough momentum and asked.
As you know he was down already with Leukemia for a while now which the signs such as fever, weakness, persistent fatigue, enlarged spleen, bone pain, easy bleeding and swelling or pain of the left side of the abdomen including others i asked both of you to look out for. Well, he was not well monitored i will say.
You are saying we were careless? when we did everything humanly possible to make him live a normal life?
I said sending daggers to the doctor. Honey calm down my husband said holding my hand.
As we left the doctors office, we made arrangements for him to be taken to the morgue as tears welled in our eyes.
   The night was slow because i counted every second still praying David will come into my room and say "mama i can't sleep, can i stay in your room"? I wept so much as Williams would roll he will see me awake, wipe my tears and fold me in his arms. I love him so much i would whisper.
   Williams wake up i shook him as i stood up to use the bathroom.You know our families are coming over so we can all go to the morgue, i continued talking. When i didn't hear my husband's normal grumbling and bathroom hide i came out to see him lying on the bed. Honey, stand up now, i shook him harder, I am not ready for your pranks today. Honey, i called out. No! no! i shouted when it dawned on me what was happening. Honey you can't leave only me in this world! Tears ran down my face uncontrollably, the sadness i felt couldn't be contained as i rolled on the floor, crying and wailing. Honey you can't die, i cried bitterly as i ran quickly to the kitchen to get a knife to cut myself  i heard the doorbell. Go away, i shouted.
Honey see i will kill myself so that both of us will be together again as i began cutting myself, my parents rushed into the room, collected the knife from me. Give it back to me, i shouted at them. Baby we are sorry, my mum said holding me in her arms. Mummy i love him, i love him so much i sobbed. "I know" She said so calmly. I left her grip and laid on my dead husband still crying.

 I remember it all, it's twenty-three years today and i remember it all like it was yesterday. When it all happened i wished it was a dream in fact, I lost hope. I would listen to Celine Dion's "All by myself" and "Goodbye's the saddest word" repeatedly till someone introduced me to this fellowship that told me about Jesus and taught me His love which was unending.
So if you are out there feeling depressed, hurt, angry, thinking of suicide or heartbroken just know that Jesus loves you and He will never leave you. It might take time but eventually, you will get through.

"Mummy", Samantha called out...














Dress Good

All men should be responsible for how they feel. Wear what you are comfortable in yes! but make sure you dress well. Sometimes what you wear is how a lady with standard will judge you. Have you heard that before?
Some will say, i don't want my lady with any standard but hey man it's good if she's got it even if it's a little.
   All I'm trying to say is "dress well and be confident in whatever you have on"
#ilovethis

Thursday, August 6, 2015

Gorgeous!

Dress gorgeously and you will appear really beautiful. No matter what you are wearing, don't forget to feel comfy in that outfit.Let's rock it!!!
                                     
                                 WAYS TO SERVE GOD

When we mention God, most people would wanna just flip to the next page so that they won't be judged by the writer or God himself. Hilarious! God is meant to be your best friend. The one you confide in. You should know that he is faithful and just to forgive your every mistake.The only thing is can you forgive yourself?...
   Anyway, always run to Him whenever you feel you are treading the wrong route. What do you think?
Well, I am going to give you few simple ways to serve this awesome best friend.

1. GIVING: You might say to your self "hell no she just didn't say that" but yes i said so. No matter how little it is try to share it with someone and you will see the difference in your life. After all, He said if you feed those who are hungry you are feeding Him and if you cloth them, then you are clothing Him. Your tithes and offerings are required to build the house of our Lord, in that way, you are giving to God too. I gotcha now didn't I?

2.  WORKING: I  am talking about working in His vineyard. The pastor of the church or the pastor's wife are not the only ones to work for God, you can too. By joining the choir,ushering, prayer band or even the sanitation group. "HUH"?  LOL.. I get that you don't have time but you have to create time my friend, it's good to do something in church. I know you are saying right now, "How can i soil my hands with people's trash"? Don't worry, sometimes you have to soil those beautifully created hands to please God and definitely there's a reward waiting for you.

3. PRAYING: Don't get all creepy now.. Hear me out friends, prayer is the master key, do you know that when you pray you can do wonders even miracles. With faith as little as a mustard seed you can move mountains OH NO YOU HAVEN'T HEARD THAT YEAH? It's SO TRUE!!!! You can heal the sick, you can get an A in your math exam or any exam at all... My point is when you pray you can do mighty things. Even more than super man or the ant man.
Some people don't know how to pray, just open your mouth and say after me
"Lord Jesus, I thank you for everything. Forgive me all my sins. Please fill me and help me to pray. Thank you Lord".
And be rest assured that God will come and fill you.

God bless you.


 LELEMMA.C

Sit Right!

Every lady should always learn to sit the right way. Sometimes, ladies are judged by the way they sit. Do not say i'm used to this friend so i don't have to act. Be yourself yes! But always try to sit in a manner that will not discomfit others.